wen i grow up, i want to be a bum on the street bc life is too frustrating. too much pressure. too much stress. too much non-sense. it's not worth my efforts to try. bye.
posted by lois @ 11:35 PM
Friday, December 10, 2004
i dont' feel like i know neone nemore. i dotn' feel like i have friends nemore. i feel like a loner. and i relied on university to come by fast. but it's not gonna be any different. ppl tell me u're gonna miss hs a lot..but why dont' i treasujre this experience. i dotn' know. mb th'ats just me. everytime i look back..i regret..that's what i do all my life. regret..if i cud have done JUST one thing to improve my life. oh well. life will never be perfect. so it's okay. mrs. gomolka made me sad today. she's giving me 0 for durability for my studip physics car cuz it was late sigh* lost 5 marks + 1 mark forinnovation..cuz i screamed + 2 marks for launchign cuz i was stupid to listen to other ppl..i shud hav edone it my way -_- sigh* oh well. i was being stupid yesterday..well actualyl supid this entire week.k.acutally stupdi this entire year..actualyl forget it! i was stupid all along. whatever. i dton' know now fi gomolka likes me nemore =( sigh* stpuid car ruined my reputation. hahal..ahh well not ognna like this week ketierh...work is horible. i hate it with al my life. gosh. stupid supervisors are so friggin picky and make me do "guy" work..like lift stuff.iAM NOT A GUY..i am weak. this is lois u're talkign about. sigh* oh well..i m' gonna quit REALLY soon. REALLY soon. can't take it anymore. can't take life nemore.i feel like everytime it comes back together.i screw it back all over again. taht's the cylce of lois chung. itgoes up and down up and down......so i guess i jsut ahve to wait for the ups which will be in 1 weekk..oh man..............droolign for that day to come so badly. sighS*I ahh well..my 90 will go back to an 80 once again for physics. stupdi car.. kill that 7% owiefjwoij..i worked so hard since midterm..and now it's dropping =( sigh wlel kit's okay.i. rather get my mark then get a big fat ZERO. oh man that means if i got 0 the highest i wud EVER Get in pyhsics will be 93 and NOOOOO way i wud get that.......so tha't okay..from getting my mark..i lose 1.26 % fromfinal mark..meh. who carewws. only physics. i wanna know how i did on semianr.so scared eeeks!!! oh well. wtuever scre wlife. screw work. screw social. screw school . screw everyhting.
wen i grow up, i want to be a bum on the street bc life is too frustrating. too much pressure. too much stress. too much non-sense. it's not worth my efforts to try. bye.
wen i grow up, i want to be a bum on the street bc life is too frustrating. too much pressure. too much stress. too much non-sense. it's not worth my efforts to try. bye.